Everything

Everything you can imagine her to be
The Sunrise setting the skies on fire
With layers of light
Awakening all your senses
An answered prayer
The Sunset glowing in the horizon
Sending splashes of color
Through the clouds
You breathe with hope
A dream come true
The Moon glistening in the night
Brightening your path from
the dark shadows
Enlightening your mediation
Everything you can imagine her to be
Even if you are yet to be
Everything
She needs and wants now
Waiting means everything to her
For she knows time is what made
Her become everything
In time so will you
For her journey began before
You believed there should be one
She has prayed during the sunrises
She has dreamed during the sunsets
She has meditated with the moon
Everything to her is possible
She is worth everything with
And without you…
Sunrise, Sunset, Moon
She is Everything

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Wait for Me

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Wait for me to reach your place of tranquil beauty

Wait for me to be worthy of such a crown

I have died a thousand deaths
To be forgiven a thousand more

Stretching my broken wings and fly
Carry me to your lodging
By the river of streams of life
To the willow tree that cannot be broken
Where I can rest my heart and mind

Learned not to be afraid to share
my imperfection
Forgave myself for revealing deep within, escaping free
stagnant remnants of coal
That’s how the iridescent
gold is found

Didn’t judge as he may have judged himself
Still have foreseen the best of him amongst the clouds

I guess I belong in the temple garden
as a Cala Lily
amongst the roses and daffodils,
with the sun behind me so I can see

Wearing my white gown feet bare to purity of the ground

As I dance with a feather to write these words down
Music notes escape as ink from my mind
To not only write my story but to sing my song

I’m at awe at the way you have answered my prayers

Looking above as specks of water touched my face
You have colored the sky just for me

I have cried a countless tears
To make an ocean of my life appear
Wait for me to reach the shore
I do not belong in this place called earth, but in the temple ground dancing the wind drawing the beauty you foretold to be mine
Wait, wait for me…

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Heart Tears

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Trying to do what’s right isn’t the hardest part
It’s the letting go when your heart tears

Heart tears – a condition of heartache, that when words don’t console the heart; the heart without being consoled, it tears, crying within

Asking why and knowing why are of little importance
You know all the answers and all the reasons

Some how you opened more than you should have
Kept going so not to lose them
Imperfect heart lost them anyway
even if it may be temporary
the loss is felt as if forever

What was needed by them was for their betterment it was stated
But while this is so, the decision drastically made takes away
Not what you wanted but what you didn’t realize then you needed

Just asked for a chance for a different path, but the door is shut
So Bye became the only word to make sense the only word your trembling hands can write

While your head pounds to the rhythm of the rain drops outside

Heart tears, nothing to console
The only thing to do is write and pray
And wish for a better way
When prayer is answered,
forgiven and the heart tears wiped away

Who you are overall outweighs the momentary error
That the laughter, smiles and goodness shared grow to touch the
Magnificence of your love and how deep you truly care
That the “for a while” is true and short and time
Flies by your prayer’s persistence…

Philippians 4:6 – “…but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let YOUR petitions be made known to God.”